for a

No tears in this world
Could change your mind
And so I've decided
To leave one behind

The more I work hard
The less possible my wish
Maybe I shouldn't try anymore
My walls are selfish

I didn't want it to end this way for you
But there's no more hope for me to return to
I didn't mean to kill you in my mind
But reality's forced me to leave you behind

No sorrow in this world
Could undo a meeting
Destiny is indeed cruel
I despise the living

The more I try to fly
The more I fall down
Tomorrow is nothing but nothing
Lying on the ground

I'm sorry for losing everything
I had nothing from the beginning
Trying to smile in sadness
Trying to hide the emptiness

I didn't want it to end this way for you
But this destiny is something I can't undo
I didn't mean to leave you behind
I have no more soul left, no more heart, no more mind